ah well blogger is being a bitch again ...
guess im gona have to post without picts
but i bet i`ll bore u again with my stupid complains about life
haiz ... well ... im sick of it
like seriously the bloody fucking amount of shit load we have
and the worse is when u studied so fucking hard for the fucking test
and screw it up the fucking last min
eg chem
i totally was freakin confident i would pass
then when im under pressure in like 7 plus in the bloody morning
when im like still 3 quarters awake
i totally blanked out
i dont know why but i never get this blank outs
when i dont fucking study for thr test
seriously im so sick of all these test
like when i think of the number of shit that i have
failed this term
chem is a comfirm fail
a maths e maths
not sure if i`d pass physics
wah fuck la life sucks
im freakin pissed at this term`s PPR
the teachers are like rushing their asses to complete everything
example MOLE ... UGH !!! DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED !!!
i was so freakin upset the whole day
i felt like dropping out of school
sigh ... my this term`s PPR is gona be like the worse
in my entire schooling life in st nicks
: / well i`ve gotta admit ... i fangirl WAY too much
:( neglected my studies blah blah blah
i don`t wana be retained
i found out that if the PPR percentage is less than 45
its bye bye sec4 and hello sec3 AGAIN
thus ... i`ve gotta BUCK UP
things are so not going well now
1) im failing alotta things
2) i`ve gotten myself into shitloads of mess
3) im growing fatter
4) luo zhi xiang is not coming to SG yet
ok maybe it wont be so bad la ...
if he doesnt come now then i can study :D
hehh ...
i don`t think i`d retain but
im sick of all the failing alr man
so yeah .... im trying to control myself from using the damn computer
planning to start studying for EOYs like tmr ?
i mean like brush up and start revising
cannot afford to have grades lower than this term ....
RENA AND MY GOAL BY END OF YEAR
IS TO BECOME THIN AND SMART
hehh .. doubt its gona happen to me
but i can keep dreamin....
D; ok i shall try to forget about this term man ...
be positive and think of it as a motivation
i shall not think about the stupid tests and concentrate on my EOYS
cause its the most important i guess
ok wish me luck
i shall restrain myself from the computer as much as possible
:(
so goodbye
wish me luck
and I LOVE SHOW <3