well this sucks ...
i still cant upload picts
so im sorry jia xin i cant help u spite
you-know-who ...
RAH
motivated ?
yeah i guess i a few ways
1) TEACHERS i know i cant believe im saying this but yeah ....
teachers = . = NICE ONES :D hehe
i duno ... got back my physics apparently i didnt fail ... well the paper
was so effing easy it was impossible to fail
AND THATS COMING FROM ME ahaha
total no brainer and thats cause mdm suah set it to purposely bring up
our failing grades heh ... me la !!!
anw ... when i got up and looked at her
she gave me this really weird stare like o.o
so im like O.O WHAT !!!
she replied " well i have very high expectations for you "
ok didnt see that coming
ok firstly ah ...
already having expectations for people like ME
is quite erm yeah bad
and you have HIGH expectations in me ... FOR SOMETHING CALLED EDUCATION
PHYSICS !!! O.O
don`t you know i have been failing physics since the day i was born !!!
lol anyways got back my marks kinda happy with it
but not happy with the fact that mdm suah had high expectations for me .
ok so i totally forgotten about it
and then AGAIN she ANNOUNCED to the whole class
well i think some people could have done better
like SARAH TAN and ZIQING ( sorry sarah i need to drag u into this hehe)
ANYWAYS
so yeah i duno why i kept thinking about it
wa liao mdm suah is well very nice and her temper ...
i give her thumbs UP
half of the class didnt do her physics worksheet ( YES ME AGAIN !!!)
and she chased us out ... cant blame her cause we really crossed the line
but after that she can still joke with us
AND SHE SAID I WAS SMART !!! not because i could do the ws ...
but cause i didnt copy a stupid answer written by jane that didnt make sense ...
no seriously it didnt even make sense to ME
so everyone showed her the answer and she scolded them
" U ALL COPY FROM EACH OTHER RITE !!! go and do again !!"
except for "smart" me
i went up and said " i duno how to do "
AHAHA AND SHE SAID I WAS SMART TO NOT COPY AND THE BEST PART IS
SHE LET ME INTO CLASS ahaha
no effort put in whatsoever but i got in :P
HEHH
anyways back to this
so ... i dun wana disappoint her really
therefore i am gona put in effort for physics
like really really gona put in loads of effort
even if i dun score well i know that i TRIED :)
NEXT hmm my really really nice maths tutor
cindy :D AHH really SUPER NICE
to the extend sometimes i like maths ( O.O )
hehe so yeah ... since i got my revenge alr ...
YES U STUPID KPO PEOPLE IN 3 WISDOM THAT DUN MIND YOUR OWN EFFING BEES WAX
during maths lesson you know what i am talking about
anw yes I HAVE BEEN DOING MATHS HOME WORK OK
"doing "
and yet im kena ACCUSED OF NOT DOING
and SHE should just totally shut her big ass mouth up
seriously i was ranting about my complains to jia xin
she had to interrupt
VERY EMBARRASSING MEH ?
NOT YOU STAND UP ONLY WHAT
firstly ... SHUT UP mind your own bullshit ...
I feel that its embarrassing is there something wrong with that ?
secondly SINCE WHEN DID WE EVER TALKED ?
go scram off somewhere and drink your cheap soya bean
that you dun even have a bottle to contain in !!!!
thirdly GO TO A CORNER AND CONTINUE TO DECREASE IN SIZE
shorty ~ although im not very tall but im pissed
lastly NO BODY LIKES YOU GO TALK TO THE WHITEBOARD
ITS IN BAD CONDITION WHY DON`T YOU GO MIND ITS BUSINESS
ok ANW hehe yeah
and also im kinda shocked that mr nah sorta asked jolene not to be sad or angry
really really shocked as pearlyn said " hen you feng du :)"
well totally agree with it
and he is quite nice lor
me and jia xin was observing during class
and we noticed mr nah`s tolerance is quite high
he is not rude and tries to phrase his word nicely
although he takes some time to put his words properly
but he doesnt use words like SCRAM OFF...
= . = such a loserish expression for losers ... or gays :D
hehe
2) SHE !!! HER !!! always comparing marks with me
dun tell her she gets angry at me !!!
URGH !!!
what !! I KNOW I AM SUCKISH IN MY STUDIES BUT ...
SERIOUSLY is it necessary to compare marks with me FOR EVERY FUCKING TEST !!!
im like something that can make her feel happy about
yeah so the MORE U ASK THE MORE I SHUT UP
i mean in all my st nicks years
although my marks have been suckish
NO ONE looked down on me like you did
in fact no one looks down on me ....
and out of everyone ... i dun think you have the right to look down on me
the most ... UGH
frustrating ...
3) i wana get into the same school as ailynn and jia xin :)
well most likely its gona be
both of them ending up in a super top JC and me ... in some lousy school
oh wells i can use it as a motivation :)
4) my parents DUH
ahaha my dad especially ... the scene of him flashing out like loads of money
when i ask for it immediately gives me goosebumps
sometimes i think he spoils me alot :/
and im such a useless daughter :(
while he has kinda like a high rank of some huge ass company
and is totally a maths genius ...
sometimes i wonder whether i am her daughter :/
IMAGINE IF MY MARKS ARE SUPER GOOD
THE AMT OF FREEDOM I WILL GET WHEN I GO TO TAIWAN !!!
hehh :/
WELL ... as the stupid saying goes
no pain no gain ...
i think i really need to study hard and not let people i love down
haiz ...
and lastly
HIM DUH !!! hahaha I AM GOING TO TAIWAN NEXT YEAR I DON`T CARE
AND I AM GOING TO CARRY WITH ME A HAPPY AND RELAXED
EMOTION WHEN I GO THERE BECAUSE MY PARENTS WILL BE HAPPY WITH
MY O LEVEL RESULTS AND THEN I WILL
GO THERE TO MEET HIM !!!
I WILL GO TO YU LE BAI FEN BAI !!!!



ok ... woah ...
i cant believe i just poured that shit out
but then again ...
it might just be all talk no actions
AHAHA and *SNAP* back to my lazy self
OH WELLS
thats life
live and learn ( i totally have no idea why i said that but it makes me sound chim so no harm rite ...)
AHAHAHA good bye people
I HAVE SCHOOL TO ATTEND TMR
AND I WILL PAY ATTENTION !!!!
i hope ...
I LOVE SHOW
PEEACE :)