SHOCKED AND STUNNED TO THE EXTEND THAT I CAN DROP DEAD RIGHT NOW 

THIS INSTANT ....

like ... that guy :D

i was reading through my physics notes today, when * VIBRATES *

phone msg from ailynn 

once again we were spamming some things about him :)

while i was typing " omg ... i think that the SFC results come out already "

" RIIING ~~~" goes the phone, i looked at the caller ID AILYNN :)

so, i picked it up 

" HELLO ?"

" OMG ... ZIQING, WHATS UR CHINESE NAME ?"

"erm ... ZI QING ??? "

"IS UR SURNAME HONG ?"

" YAH ?! "

" OH MY GOD YOU WON THE安全之吻 !!!!!!!!"

" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OH MY FUCK "

" AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH"

and i started to scream , so ailynn and me practically screamed over the phone

and then i screamed so hard that i started to cry

so it went like this

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH OH MY GOD ARE YOU KIDDING ME

AHHHHHH AHHHHHHH AHHHHHHHH WAHHHHHHHH ( starts to cry )

seriously my hands were trembling and my palms all sweaty and everything 

[ NOTICED THAT MY BEGINNING OF THE POST IS CALM 

AND NOT REALLY AGGITATED ?]

WELL THATS ALL THE CALMNESS I CAN TOLERATE 

what the hell seriously 

WHAT THE HELL !!!! 

UGH !!!! THIS IS SO UNBELIEVABLE !!!! 

I AM IN SUCH A LIKE @.@ STATE NOW 

HOW CAN I GET SO LUCKY ????

IN ALL MY 15 YEARS OF LIFE 

I HAVE NEVER WON ANY LUCKY DRAW 

NEVER !!! I AM SERIOUS !!! 

and ...WELL NOW I KNOW WHERE ALL MY LUCK WENT !!!

WTF i was totally like PINCH ME THIS CANT BE HAPPENING MOOD 

URGH !!!! how am i going to sleep tonight ???!!!

HOW ??!!!

i am really really ... I CANT DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS NOW !!!!

A KISS !!! FROM HIM ...

OH MY GOD MAN AND ITS MY初吻 !!!! 初吻 !!!!

I CANT BELIEVE MY FIRST KISS IS GONA BE WITH SUCH A HOT GUY !!!!!!!

URGH !!!! I FEEL LIKE DYING NOW !!!

RAAAAHHHH I CANT BELIEVE I WON IT

OMG MAN UGH !!! IF HIS FINGERS LIKE MOVE TO ANOTHER SLIP OF PAPER

THEN HOW ... WONT BE ME ALREADY YOU KNOW

WHY HOW !!! I STILL CANT BELIEVE THIS

SOMEBODY COUNCIL ME !!! AND OMG I HAVE TO WAIT FOR LIKE NEXT YEAR

BUT STILL !!! AHHHHH !!!

I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY NOW THAT I CAN STAND LOOKING AT GAYWONG`S

FACE FOR A MINUTE WITHOUT SAYING " FUCKING GAY "

UGH !!!! AHHH AND WHILE I AM TYPING THIS

I HAVE A FREAKIN HUGE SMILE PLASTERED ACROSS MY FACE

OMG MAN !!! WHEN DID I BECOME SO LUCKY !!! WHEN ???

HOW ??? !!!! I MUST HAVE DONE SOMETHING REALLY GOOD IN MY PAST

LIFE TO DESERVE THIS !!! URGH !!!

I AM SO CONTENTED WITH LIFE NOW 

PLEASE IF THERE IS GONA BE ANY DEADLY OUTBREAKS OF ANY ILLNESS ...

SPREAD AFTER I KISS HIM !!! AND IF THE WORLD IS TO END 

END AFTER I KISS HIM !!!! 

AHHH !!!! 

DANG IT !!!! 

IM SO SUPER SUPER SUPER HIGH NOW 

HOW AM I GONA SLEEP TONIGHT ?

HOW ????

YES !!! pick me baby pick me !!!

ok so remembered i said this in my previous post ahem

OH and its 7 th today 

zomg ... can die luh ... those people who got chosen to kiss him 

:( I WANT ALSO LEH 

I EVERYTHING ALSO KISSES-TO-SHOW !!!

kisses-to-show.blogspot.com

kisses-to-show@hotmail.com

kisses-to-show as all the nicknames or user that i could possibily have ...

so maybe it`ll increase my chance ?

RAH ... i duno lah !!! i think i might cry if i get it 

but 20 people leh ... i not so lucky lor 

WELL I GUESS IT WORKS !!!!

kisses-to-show LITERALLY !!!

and seriously everything is kisses-to-show

my forum name, youtube username, SFC nickname ...

EVERYTHING 

and i really cried when i heard the news omg !!!

overwhelmed by emotions :)

ahh !!! i must really be thankful !!!

:) AND AILYNN !!! I WILL PRAY REALLY REALLY HARD FOR YOU !!!

I WANT YOU TO GET IT TOO !!! AHHH !!!!! 

THERE IS STILL 2 MORE TIMES 

U NEVER KNOW WHO`D GET IT !!!! 

AHHHH ... LOOK MY NAME IS ON HIS BLOG !!!

I NEVER IMAGINED THAT I WOULD LIVE TO SEE THIS !!!!

HAHA CREDITS TO AILYNN THAT HELPED TO PRINTSCREEN :D

OH AND FEEL FREE TO GO  -----> www.ilovesuper.com/blog/index.php?blogId=2

hehehehe and there my name is imprinted there !!!

omg ... i think alot of people would be like 

rolling their eyes or diaoing me now 

but I AM REALLY HAPPY NOW AND NOTHING CAN MAKE ME FEEL SAD 

ANYTHING !!!!! :) well except if this is a dream and i wake up to find out 

i didnt get chosen 

BUT FOR NOW ... IM ... UGH !!! I STILL CANT DESCRIBE MY EMOTIONS !!!! 

:)))))))))))))

I LOVE SHOW !!!!!!!

:)