its like she has nothing better to do in life than
to fucking piss me off
today at dinner i decided to stay and chat with my family
cause i was thinking that i sorta neglected them
with my luo zhi xiang gaga that has started
since forever ...
very extremely wrong choice
i sat down and talked a while
then my fucking brother kept irritating the hell
out of my by pestering me to fucking sing in front of them
is he fucking out of his mind !!!
my cousin was there and that would be the most embarrassing
thing that i would do in life
so i was being irritated to the point where i had to
scream to get him to fucking shut up
so then the freaking comments start coming
they keep saying that i always raise my voice
but hello can`t they fucking see the reason
then the conversation goes on
and i became the joke of the night
and she started going on about my face and my size ...
what the fuck is fucking wrong with my mother , brother and sister
seriously
someone tell me
you know how fucking pissed i am now ...
they can just laugh at me in front of everyone
at dinner and talk about how fat and ugly i am
seriously they don`t know how cruel they are
she was like telling my dad
( ok i shall translate ...lazy to type in chinese )
she told my dad i was ugly right in front of my face
and just everyone alive at the table
so being fucking siblings that fucking dont care
about how i was feeling at the point they fucking burst
out laughing ... so i was fucking embarrassed at dinner
well at least my dad was kind enough to like
give that face to my mom and help me ...
but then she said her actions and the way she talks
is very ugly
WELL FOR YOUR FUCKING INFO YOU ARE
NOT ANY FUCKING BETTER DAMN ...
and my brother being a total no brainer started to
add in all his fucking comments that dont help in life
so i was really pissed and seeing that my cousin was
there i didnt wana flare up so i just said
you gave birth to me so its your fault im so ugly followed by :
" fuck you bitch " well that was what i said in my brain
anyways then she was like saying in this fucking tone
like a totally proud tone
well i gave birth to ziyi and kor also what
FUCK YOU BITCH SHE DOESNT KNOW
HOW FUCKING HURTFUL SHE IS TO ME
damn ... yeah i know im fugly
unlike your 2 other fucked up precious
daughter and son that looks sooo pretty and handsome
FUCK YOU BITCH
I ALREADY HATED YOU
AND NOW YOU MAKE ME HATE YOU
TO THE EXTEND THAT I DONT FEEL GUILTY THAT
I AM HERE CALLING YOU A BITCH
you are a real failure
especially as a mother
FUCK YOU !!!
god damn it !!!
i seriously hate you to the core !!!
bitch ...
fuck fuck FUCK
CAN ALL THE FUCKING IRRITANTS
JUST FUCKING GET OFF MY FUCKING BACK
and i got a feeling if i dont get counseling soon
i`d really go jump off a building one day
just watch me ...
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fuck ...


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