RAHH im too depressed now to blog about yesterday

i dread next week to the max so many fucking test 

the worst is that we`re gona have maths and physics all on the same week 

how great is that plus chinese and e lit ( on humor which is damn difficult to the extend that mrs tian think that we are unteachable ) 

SUCKS 

i miss last saturday 

i miss luo zhi xiang !!! i want him back !!! 

:( 

UGH 

seriously im feeling damn down now 

oh and yesterday during huang chen charyl was like saying something 

then i linked it back to xiao zhu 

and she was like : " wa lao she everything also can link back to luo zhi xiang one leh "

and i replied " you know why ? because xiao zhu is my everything " 

AHAHAHA AWWWW

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

which is so totally true 

rahh i was like in the semi - dying mood while watching huang chen like i couldnt even watch the thing without being emo for 2 mins 

: ( 

this sucks 

i cant adapt man i am so in deep deep deep shit 

oh wells 

AND OMG 

look what he said about SFC FANS !!!

OH MAN IM DAMN TOUCHED LA !!!

his first line was " 我的歌迷很爱我 然后对我真得很好"

ahhhhhhhhhh

im glad he knows we love him and he loves us back :D

hehe and yeah im super protective of him 

so you`d better keep your fucked up comments about him to yourself 

but i dun mind the good ones hahaha

: ) i cant believe the host got sacked cause he offended xiao zhu 

:))) but yeah too bad we love him too much !!!

anyways

remember i said i was gona explode

yeah i did

during maths ...

what a great time to cry right

ok i was sitting there and not listening as usual, and when i am not listening i have alone time

and when i have alone time i think ...

and obviously the only thing that i think about is him

then i suddenly recalled and started to miss him like crazy

then i turned to charlie for help 

then i see jia xin and told her how sad i was feeling, then i totally just cried

what the hell la i cried during maths ... how great is that like rahh

:( after the prayer, jia xin asked me whether i wanted to go to the toilet

then we went and once we stepped into the toilet we totally just CRIED our hearts out

lol ... you people wont understand man

its a fan girl thing ...

:(

haiz ... things are still not going well for me STILL

my sister which is a total ah lian/despo/fucker/loser

is totally being the bitch she is

and my mom is still as naggy as ever

does she ever wana shut the fuck up seriously ...

ahhh ... life sucks

anyways

OMG HE IS DAMN CUTE

i dun think anyone can order chicken as cute/hot/charming

as him hahahahaha :D

next time i shall go to macs and say that

HEY !! YO !!! CHICKEN !!! 2 !!!

and the person would say WHAT SAUCE

and i will reply BEBEQUE SAUCE !!! hahaha

but i still love show

<3