GOD I MISS HIM DAMN BAD !!!!

im like ... RAH !!! i want him to come back now ...

i really hate this feeling man !!!

ok i`ve got to list down the things to look forward to ...

1) when i get my confirmation message that im a member of SFC :D then i can finally visit the website :D

2) when he finally announce what the next event is gonna be seriously, what can be better than the wedding event ???!!! but ahhh !!!

3) HE IS GANNA CALL ME ON MY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!

like WHAT THE FUCK LA he said so !!! i mean like what birthday gift would be better 

SERIOUSLY !!! a call from him wishing me HAPPY BIRTHDAY what more can i ask for 

it would be like the best birthday gift ever !!!

THE BEST !!! ^ ^ 

3) when he releases his new album 

4) I WANT HIS CONCERT 

5) when he comes back to singapore again :D 

rah !!! why why why is he so nice to his fans !!!???!!!

i quote from christine seow :" you know i know alot of fan girls but i duno anybody that can get so close one leh ... " something like the idol not giving this kind of chance for the fans 

omg , how grateful can i be !!! :D like SERIOUS !!! 

he really really treats his fans so nicely !!!

quotes from charlie "can see that he is those very teng ( love ) his fans one lor "

and CHRISTINE LIM MADE MY DAY !!!!!!

i went into class and showed the picture that ailynn printed for me ( THANKS DARLING <3)

then she stupidly in a good way THOUGHT THAT LUO ZHI XIANG WAS MY BOYFRIEND 

like WTF WTF WTF  omg , christine !!!  HAHAHAHA and i was like super duper HIGH 

hello !!!! she actually thought he was my boyfriend !!!

then she asked why he looks so much older THAN ME ( NOT SAYING THAT HE IS OLD BUT OLDER THAN ME ) hahaha 

merlyn replied : " oh , cause she likes older guys mah ... ahyo duno her la but he is my cousin , i jie shao him to her one "

YEAH THANKS MERLYN !!! i like old guys ... I NEVER LIKED ANY GUYS 

I ONLY LOVED HIM !!!

hahahahaha and oh yeah your " cousin " is damn HOT by the way 

HAHAHAHA

damn happy 

and this is not the first time !!! i was like telling this friend , duno who that luo zhi xiang was my boyfriend , AND HE BELIEVED HAHAHAHA

LIKE OMG !!! really ???!!!!

DAMN HAPPY NOW 

haiz , but still i cant get back to my normal life leh 

you know how much i wana just pack my bag, go straight to changi airport and fly to taiwan NOW AT THIS POINT IMMEDIATELY ???

>:(

what to do ?

what should i do ? can i get someone to council me 

its like everything just zooomed past 

im trying to keep my emotions in control 

but i think i`ll explode soon, ok i exploded abit , ok not abit , quite alot in school on monday 

when ailynn showed me the video and when jia xin was there 

i duno there was just like this sudden emptiness , then i just shouted and squatted near the teacher`s table and started to cry out loud ... 

damn stupid , but yeah jia xin la !!! cry for her jam hsiao !!! make me get emotional too !!!

hahaha

quotes from teenage " HE IS SO STYLISH ... IT HURTS "

yeah hurts damn bad 

oh and he is rated THE HOTTEST GUY ON EARTH !!!

er ... DUH !!! can you find a hotter guy ?

i guess not hahahaha

anyways URGH THIS SUCKS 

i think about all the mugging i have to do and all the time i just wasted 

BLAH feel like dying !!!

man i miss him like shit la 

IM SORRY TO THOSE PEOPLE THAT SIT BESIDE ME 

especially charlie , i cant help smiling to myself SO BEAR WITH ME !!!

hahaha christine seow kept commenting on me everytime i daydreamed ... hahaha

but i really miss him 

but i felt so damn blissful lah !!!

URGH !!!!

i miss him i miss him i miss him !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damn it life sucks again ...

until he comes back ... so i`ll have to wait : ( 

I LOVE SHOW <3

RAH !!!! ok this was the video i was talking about la charlie !!!

watch ok !!! : )

and WHAT THE FUCK LA : (

can they just not mention selina when they interview him

i shall just take it that i didnt hear that part : )

keke DAMN CUTE LA

when he said LETS GO !!!

and when he wanted to kill the reporter multiple times hahahahahaha

HILARIOUS :D

and when he gets high over the english gao xiao ( GOSH HIS ENGLISH ROX )

and starts to laugh to himself

And omg !!! he the way he said ma ma was so cute !!! omg , he is damn filial ... tsk ... i feel so guilty right now :(

he has the cutest/hottest/sexiest/melodious laughter in the whole entire world HAHAHA

<3

I LOVE AND MISS SHOW

rah ...